christmas holidays

I'M SOOO SOOOOOORRY! PLEASE FORGIVE MEEE!!!

I've been so busy lately ( naah not really ) because of Christmas & stuff. 

-.-'' I hate this time of the year. I definetely spent too much money for gifts.

Just like every year, even though I didn't bought that much presents for that much people. Where did my money went? :/ weird

I hope you all got many presents ♥

Even though I hate Christmas I LOVE PRESENTS ♥

But this year onlyy monneyy :D 

Yesterday I went shopping in Hannover :D with the girls♥

Like always I spent lots of money and didn't get that much stuff at all .____.

How dissapointing?! la la la 

Somehow I can't sleep these days? I don't know why and then suddenly I feel hot, just like I have a fever, but I don't.

Isn't that strange?

I ♥ BUBBLE TEA


... well I wanted to release this post before 2012 begins but ... :D
I'm really lazy right now :D
please forgive me

xxoo
Audrey

Appreciation

My mother and I have a weird relation to each other. It's hard to describe, but you can say it's distraught. Our relationship is not how it should be. We don't appreciate and we don't love each other, or at least that's what I think of her. My heart gets cold, but also warm when I think of her. I've always wondered why did it have to end up like this. Is it my fault? Am I too stubborn? I have to admit that I could have avoided some arguments and fights we had, if I just hold it back. But sometimes she's been unreasonably for treating me the way she does. This one is dedicated to my dear beloved mother, who I can't stand, who I can't live with, whose appreciation I'm seeking ...

St Nicholas' Day

Today is such a niiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiice daaaaaaaaaay :D
I'm so haaaaaaaaaaaaapppyyyyy hihihihi

When I woke up there was a package next to me ( daddy thought I didn't see him come in, putting the gift next to me XD hehe ... sooo kuteee ♥ con yeu bo :* ♥)
My mom bought some gifts for me and my sisters yesterday and I already saw them, but I still think it's cute, since I can't remember that we got gifts for St Nicholas' Day ... :D
What I've got is a playboy perfume with a shirt (my sister got the same one)

I was so scared of my upcoming exam ( english - 6 hours!!!)
But it was like ... uhm really easy?? ._______. 
We only had 4 tasks and a really easy text ... :D 
After 4 hours of chilling I was finished. But I wasn't allowed to leave the room because otherwise the others couldn't go to the toilet anymore. I already knew that I would finish early so I brought my crochet stuff & continued to crochet the scarf for daddy :D. Am I weird for doing that in class?


Just know I daddy brought a letter to me. It was a dismissal letter of my job at Subway :D wooohoooo. I wanted to quit this job because I don't get much money -.-'' 
And now I need more time to study for my a-level. 


I'm so relieved now. Happy wooohooohoooohoooo :D 

mommy said it wouldn't fit me- TADAAA

much love, xxoo

Audrey ♥

Copy Paste Love Gewinnspiel

Da ich diesen Blog (Drück mich) vergöttere freue mich umso um dieses Gewinnspiel ♥

Tolle Geschenköööö :D 

hehe

drückt mir die Daumen, dass ich gewinne :)

xxoo

Audrey

SCHOOL SUCKS but I LOVE FLOWER BOY RAMYUN SHOP ♥

aaaaah I've been so busy lately -.-''

Vorabi sucks. sooo many exams :/ How am I supposed to survive this week?

Two exams on advanced level . damn it.

Didn't had the time to blog and waste your time because of that shit -.-'

Today is sunday and I didn't learn anything for my exams ... what was I doing instead? Crocheting a scarf ( maybe I'll do a tutorial on that if you want to)

I need money. I need time. I need a brain. I need sleep.

Another thing that distracts me from learning is FLOWER BOY RAMYUN SHOP ♥

Yesterday I was in the mood to watch a new drama since I haven't watched one for a few months though. So I found this korean drama and watched it all night long instead of sleeping...

Just finished episode 10 and there are no more new episodes uploaded ToT

What am I supposed to do noooooooooooooooooooooowww???

How am I going to spend my time noooooooooooooooooow???

Eottokeeeee? The world is just to cruel to me :(

I want to know how this will end :/ 

Now that I have to wait for the next episode I could learn a little bit ...

naaaaaaaaaaah :D not really XD


For those who wanna watch it :D

looks cute right?

xxoo ♥

Audrey

PS.: suggestion on how to spend my (precious) time are welcome ~

A giant cup of shut the fuck up

I don't want to know whether you like me or not. Just shut the fuck up. Every word you say, makes my head ache. I don't care about your opinion. I'll stick to my standards. Nothing's gonna stop me. Nothing's going to change me. 

How about we drink a cup of tee together out of the "GIANT CUP OF SHUT THE FUCK UP" ;)

don't take it too personal, xxoo

Audrey

Over and over again

Everybody is a little bit superficial, they have their own taste when it comes to the looks but should care more about the character. It just came to me differently than expected. I fell in love with a person who does not meet my standards. Maybe it was not real love but I felt good when I talked to her. 

All I needed was to be near him. 

I didn't had the courage to do the first step. He moved away. I've never seen him again. 

Of course after a while you'll be okay and even though it seemed to be impossible another person just stepped into my life. But once you get in touch with that person in any way again you'll start to think about her again. 

What would have happened if we were together now? What could you've done differently? 

Since we don't have any contact, we play this game over and over again. 

To have fun is important but what I really need is a person, who will be there for me in times I need a shoulder to lean on. Someone to hold on...

It seems like that destiny doesn't want me to together with such a person. 

I wonder why ... I know I'm not that goodlooking but I always thought that one could love my personality but apparently just as obnoxious as the rest ...

xxoo 

Audrey

playlist

JJ - always online
Brown Eyed Girl - Cleansing Cream
Dia- It rained all day
Tablo - Airbag
Tablo - Bad
Touliver - Go away (remix)
Iyu (이유) - 4Men
Tae Yang feat. Swings - 니가 잠든 후에

just trying to get this worked :D

No I don't want to talk to you know

Just something I've written and found again ...

I'm tired of people who think they are better than me. Somestimes it's true but in most cases they're not. Their comments are so annoying. Is it so hard to just shut up? Normally I just ignore what they say, because it doens't make any sense to me to argue with those kind of people. But sometimes it's so hard to just leave it behind. Today I had an incident with my friend. She told me, who walks and dances in 12 cm high heels, that I shouldn't wear heels anymore because I can't walk in them properly. I mean I appreciate her feedback but this was just unneeded. At the end I couldn't behave myself and argued with her. I know I was wrong but I couldn't resist temptation.

I'm ashamed of myelf, because I've just let myself down. ...

My advice: Just ignore those comments because they're just jealous and wanna make you feel bad so they can feel good. :)

Keep your head up! 

[24.05.2011]

xxoo Audrey :D 

dedicated to Elif ♥

:D 

Victor Kim is so cute :)
They have such a good relation to each other. I wish I could say that from my mother and me ...
Koreans are so damn pretty :O
Why is that so? Even though his mother is old she still looks pretty.
At 1:02 min you can see her when she was young :O soooo beautiful 
gooooosssh :O I wish I could be as pretty as her XD
The message at the end was sooo adoreable. hihi :D




Baby, goodnight!
xxoo
Audrey






PS.: make sure to visit Elif's blog:
http://littlelycheelee.blogspot.com/

Rarty and I love KARAOKE!

The new GLAMOUR is out :D available on Monday next week
So I went rartying with the girls :D
I'll never ever forget this night XD Too many unbelievable coincidences XD
We found out that a friend of ours was in the same bar, even though she told us that she didn't have any time -.- fuck off
An ex-boyfriend and 2 possible candidates for being a bf XD
I know uncomfortable it was for Anna & Christina. I'm glad I don't have such problems.
Because they couldn't endure the appearance of those guys we left the bar and went to the "Black & White" bar. :D today was the karaoke day
I LOVE KARAOKE!

So much fun today :D
xxoo
Audrey





PS.: I forgot to do the OOTD ... XD

my flower was glowing in the dark XD

Dj InSONia

Dj InSONia OHRBASSMUS PART 3 by Dj InSONia on SoundCloud
Dj InSONia All I need is HOUSE by Dj InSONia on SoundCloud
Like!♥

xxoo
Audrey

11.11.2011

Isn't she cute? :D

It's time to go to sleep. Gotta work early the next morning -.-"
But I'll post a outfit-of-the-day tomorrow :D so stay tuned if you want to see my ugly face :D

ELIF! SA RANG HAE!
Gud nai xxoo
Audrey

:D

생일축하합니다 ♥

생일축하합니다 (saengil chukha hamnida) to SE7EN!!!! ♥

I was bored during the politics lesson ... :D


hihi :D

:/

I couldn’t stop my eyes from crying. I couldn’t stop it. I couldn’t figure out why I was crying. Depression can you leave me alone. I want to be able to walk down the halls happy, not with my make up running down my face.


























We can experience no ups without downs. We cannot acknowledge true joy and happiness without experiencing first pain and sadness.  

I’ve got to the point were I’m starting to believe it. I’m not worth anything. What people say about me is true, I am fat, I am ugly, worthless, useless. I deserve to die.

oh boy. 

why did I let myself fall in love?!

Today wasn't really a good day :( Don't feel like smiling. 
I'm bored. 

Life is like a penis. 

It's short but seems so long when it gets hard.

:D haha

Haha :'D 

Tattoos

I'm not really a fan of tattoos but I like this one :D

Much love xxoo
Audrey

Bubble Tea and Primark

So yesterday I went to Hannover with the girls after work. I've noticed that I'm not scheduled for next week what means that I won't earn any money next week but I need it so baaaad ToT. Gotta talk to my chief again -.- like always. It's so annoying but can't be helped.
I thought I'll be late but on the way I've met the girls :D first we went to the new BoBoQ store.
My first bubble tea ever! Soooooo yummy. But it's kinda expensive. It lasted 15 mins and was 3,5 euros. That's half an hour of work!
Then the third world war started when we arrived at primark. So many people ... bad air and I didn't like the clothes. Not really pretty and cheap as I thought. Only the bags and scarfs and acessoires stuff was nice :D
We were there for about 3h and it was soooo exhausting. My first time being in an primark store I didn't know where to go, where to look or what to do. I felt lost between those cheap things. My bag was so full and heavy (almost only bags and scarfs)
At the end I bought 3 bags & 3 scarfs and some stuff. Only one Top :D
Big Bang just won the award for worldwide act :D

Much lovo, xxoo
Audrey :*

:D VICTOR ♥

I ♥ VICTOR 

I'm thinking about buying the Just dance game for Wii but I gotta save my money for shopping ... hmmm so well ... maybe christmas :D

but it seems to be more interesting on the XBOX 360 than on the Wii. 

Hmmm. Tomorrow gotta work from 8am till 1pm. Then run to the train station to get the train to Hannover♥ with the girls to paaaardeey & go shopping :)

(Happy Birthday Elif once again :* ei lob ju)

Now trying to get my english reading assignment done -.-''

I hate this ******* book.

Nice day to everyone :) :*

much love xoxo

Audrey :)

my tumblr page

http://emnhx.tumblr.com/

like :)

Does anyone knows who sings this song? Cause I'm really into it :)


much love xxoo
Audrey

first entry :)

Hello world :)

So that's my first blog entry. Instead of doing my english homework I'm writing this. Hope you won't kill me for my bad english. I'm still learning and I'll improve my writing skills (hopefully ...)

Just found out that BIGBANG's going to be at the EMA's in Belfast :O

I ♥ BIGBANG. Wish I could be there, but well that's how life works. 

I hope they'll win (nominee for the category worldwide act)

That's it for today. I will try to change the layout ... I hope it works

much love xxoo

Audrey