Over and over again

Everybody is a little bit superficial, they have their own taste when it comes to the looks but should care more about the character. It just came to me differently than expected. I fell in love with a person who does not meet my standards. Maybe it was not real love but I felt good when I talked to her. 

All I needed was to be near him. 

I didn't had the courage to do the first step. He moved away. I've never seen him again. 

Of course after a while you'll be okay and even though it seemed to be impossible another person just stepped into my life. But once you get in touch with that person in any way again you'll start to think about her again. 

What would have happened if we were together now? What could you've done differently? 

Since we don't have any contact, we play this game over and over again. 

To have fun is important but what I really need is a person, who will be there for me in times I need a shoulder to lean on. Someone to hold on...

It seems like that destiny doesn't want me to together with such a person. 

I wonder why ... I know I'm not that goodlooking but I always thought that one could love my personality but apparently just as obnoxious as the rest ...

xxoo 

Audrey