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I'm sitting here, listening to that one sad song over and over again. So much to do, but I can't help myself. What's wrong with me?
The sad mood of the song applies to my mood. I feel sad and desperate. Why can't I stop listening to that song? I feel good and lost at the same time. It feels good, being down. Why does that make me so happy? I feel like I'm about to cry. To cry everything that's on my heart bothering me, out.
But I can't. Tired. Exhausted. I'll let this mood last for a while, then stop listening to that song and go back to normal.

Audrey