torn

What's wrong with me lately? What is my heart trying to tell me? Do I like him or not. I don't know what I'm supposed to do, think or feel at all. I never felt this lost before. Lost in my own feelings.
Why can't I decide whether it is just friendship that connects us or even more than friendship? It's so hard to tell and I'm more than confused. 
There's no one to help me out in this situation. I have to find it out by myself, but just how? Not sure how I will handle this problem or if I will try to solve it. Will I make the right decision? I'm torn. What to do now?




xxoo 
Audrey